there is this emotion....i see it in her eyes.. i hear it in her laugh... i feel it in her smile....
when do you see it? when do you see that raw emotion, no thought, no complication, just feeling? I saw it tonight. I felt it tonight. I know you will probably never come here so I can write this now and feel safe. You gave me freedom. In that one moment, in that one swift sweeping of my feet, I belonged to you.... you belonged to me.
I will probably never meet you again, but you were my lightning in that dark room. You were my purity through the intoxication. In that one moment, you gave me more than I could take in any lifetime to come. The scene was cliched, but you were your own. You discovered me with your eyes and your smile. I dissolved in your arms.
And then you were gone. As swift as you were to arrive, you vanished behind this curtain of complete anonymity. Complete anonymity.
Where am I now? What changes now? I know you will never see this and that is why I'm not scared of who reads it.
That feeling. That touch. It lingers on my skin. It lingers like an addiction being born. I can see your face but I don't remember it. I can see the blue in your eyes even now. If only I had something. Anything.
