first, a couple of updates....
1. Brushing my teeth is a lot more important to me than i thought it was.
2. Junkyard groove has finally released what is called a bootleg...i don't know how it's different from an album.... but they have... and i cant have it because they are only distributing in India....doh!
3. The Suns are making an impressive late playoff push, but they seem to be falling a couple of games short... i hope they make it...
4. I can tie my hair into a ponytail :D its the funniest shit i have ever seen :D
5. THIS is my new favourite song... i wish they would frekin get serious and make some frekin albums :(
Ok... thats done... umm.. what comes next... aaah yes the post... lets do that :D
So boys and girls... its a simple concept... there are boys... and there are girls... and when they are young, boys hate girls and girls hate boys and then when they get older, they can't get enough of each other, and then a little older... well you know the routine (coz i really don't)
I'm sitting on my bed... trying to do homework(?) or something of that sort... and i have my itunes on shuffle... its scary the amount of songs that have to do with boys and girls... songs about falling in love, about the one that got away, about that one magical night, about more or less anything to do with boys and girls... and it was then that it became apparent to me that love, relationships and well, boys and girls are more or less all that we live for...
And because i love to talk about how it feels... i delved into the questions that we all can answer in our own little way....
What does it feel like to love somebody? What does it feel like to be loved by somebody? To know that you are wanted... to know that there is someone right now who is thinking about you... What does it feel like to be alone? What does it feel like to love someone and know that they don't even know you exist? What does it feel like to sit next to a person that gives you the hiby-jibys, but to never have the courage to ever speak to him/her?
Whoaa.. hold on... that word is so awkward... love... wow... it has a kind of animation about it.. it dances around in your mouth, does a back-flip on your tongue and it kind of awakens the snoozing butterflies in your stomach...
so anyway... here i am... in this kind of i don't really know where i am phase, wondering to myself.... people make such a big fuss about boys and girls, and sometimes boys and boys (and vice versa), but what if there was just the boy and just the girl? what if for now, love *cue hiby-jibys* doesn't seem that big of a deal...
i guess im just trying to justify my laziness when it comes to relationships... i can almost see myself in this tiny glass cube, isolated from everyone around me... maybe its just easier this way... but then why does falling in love always seem so easy?
or maybe i just haven't found her yet... or maybe i have, and now shes gone... or maybe i could have found her, but i just didn't make the effort...
the possibilities are endless =)
p.s. i know this post is kind of a mess...but i don't really care... this is how it comes out, so yea... read it anyway :D
p.p.s. check out my new JYG widget in the sidebar... you need to scroll down a bit, but its worth it :D
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7 comments:
loving the "simple song" :)
your posts are so honest that it's kinda scary, but respectable at the same time.
i wish i could rant so openly and fearlessly.
blog on fool! :)
Simple song- very nice.
Also why does everything on the website including about you say kanishka gupta?
I likee :)
Kanishka wanted a blog but he was too lazy to update one... so i gave him mine... its still me though :D
ive changed it back now... i think
I like this post.
Why is it that we need to look for love? Why is it that it's always "hiding" in some funny corner and we have to peer and strain and sweat to find it? If it's that wonderful and if everyone deserves it, shouldn't it come to everyone anyway?
True, sometimes you have to work towards it. But see... you're awesome. It'll come to you. And being lazy about it really doesn't matter. I honestly believe the perfect girl will just walk your way one day and you will KNOW. And if you need to fight for it, you will =)
So till then, be lazy about it. It's so much better that way =P
Great post, as always! =)
Joohee.
I can't wait for their album either! And simple song is one of my favourites too. ;)
It's true, though the number of songs about "love". I too tend to start some of my own jam sessions with the cliche'd "love" theme. It's almost as if, deep inside, we're all wired to love. No matter who we project ourselves to be on the outside.
As for your post being "a mess". Emotions are usually a mess. So if you think you've written a mess, that means you've written it honest & RIGHT. The truth is, to the readers it's this mess of giant sense and something they can all relate to more or less. So, blog on, monkey!
We look for love because we have heard that it sustains us. And we jump at the very thought of something/anything helping through our very existence.
The question is: Does love really live up to all its expectations?
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